To see Leyla again would be amazing. I cannot deny it. Hahaha. You saw her yesterday and you ignored her for 45 minutes? An hour? Till she walked out. Yes. Sub-consciously I must have done this for a reason. I always seem to need this element of masochism in my relationships. Now—now—I want to see her, talk to her, be with her. I do not think I will ever see her again. Same as with Lucy, Adelina, et al. These girls are like clouds in the sky.