The difference between my sub-conscious mind and my conscious mind is so strong

The difference between my sub-conscious mind and my conscious mind is so strong, yet I am increasingly aware of it. Years ago perhaps not. Now I can clearly see my conscious impulses and my sub-conscious impulses pushing against them from below. And very conscious of when I allow the sub-conscious impulses to overrule my conscious impulses. That is a quite a new thing. How stark the difference now seems between conscious and sub-conscious impulses. Before it was all mixed up and I never understood why I did things; now I very clearly decide to follow my sub-conscious promptings, when I feel them. Sometimes the sub-conscious is silent and I can just carry on as normal; other times I feel strongly my sub-conscious clamouring to be heard; and now listen to it and obey it. My sub-conscious is never wrong.
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