Yes Cine Paris was rubbish but it is not always so

Yes, Cine Paris was rubbish but it is not always so. Yes 5th Avenue was rubbish but there was a new discovery in Leyla who could be worth another look. And Gare du Nord is there when the weather warms up a bit. “Man is no more guilty of following his primitive impulses than is the sea for its waves” etc, that De Sade quote. Well, my primitive impulses led me to doing nothing on the last 2 days in Brussels, except going to bed early and staying there. 1015 Sunday morning. I’ll spend my last 45 minutes in the hotel having a couple of beers, before the taxi back to Midi. I’m no longer even going to pretend I hope to walk back to Midi. Another bright blue-skied cold Brussels morning.
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The difference between my sub-conscious mind and my conscious mind is so strong

The difference between my sub-conscious mind and my conscious mind is so strong, yet I am increasingly aware of it. Years ago perhaps not. Now I can clearly see my conscious impulses and my sub-conscious impulses pushing against them from below. And very conscious of when I allow the sub-conscious impulses to overrule my conscious impulses. That is a quite a new thing. How stark the difference now seems between conscious and sub-conscious impulses. Before it was all mixed up and I never understood why I did things; now I very clearly decide to follow my sub-conscious promptings, when I feel them. Sometimes the sub-conscious is silent and I can just carry on as normal; other times I feel strongly my sub-conscious clamouring to be heard; and now listen to it and obey it. My sub-conscious is never wrong.